idc if this is bringing things up again | Fandom (2024)

Constantly being a kind person can be tough sometimes, please try to support those who need it instead of belittling them for not being perfect! (See that? See the daily definition? Mmm, feels good.)

There's a group of people in my school who used to be my friends but turned against me and treat me with intimidation and disrespect, but similarly to you, i choose not to make anything worse and i've acknowledged that coming across fake friends is a normal part of life then moved on despite the difficulties of accepting it, and yes, it took me well over 3 months to get over it, i've made mistakes and admitted that my past wrongdoings were damaging to certain people including myself. yes, it can require a lot of energy to be respectful to those who hold a deep resentment to you, but i'm still learning how to do this even if i've been trying to do this for, like i said earlier, almost 3 months. was struck by chronic stress because of this but it has slowly gotten better and worse at the same time. but i've managed to push through most of this stuff and i'm glad that i had the courage to do so, hoping others can learn from this too and could at least spark some inspiration among you guys.

And yes, if you're still curious of what this is all about, well, i'll only tell you that one in-school suspension was enough to turn me into an entirely different person just within a year and how people still point out my mistakes (can't say it without starting controversy starting and fandom going after me) a little more than a year later and constantly talk sh*t behind my back because of that, however, this is harming them more than me as constantly pointing out someone else's mistakes and faults is indeed a form of self-harm, while people are entitled to their own opinions about me, they can be just as ignorant to the negative consequences it holds onto themselves if they verbalize their criticisms and judgements about me, and I'm smart enough to be aware that i can't change people to however I want them to be, they can spread this information as much as they want, but i'd keep things as it is rather than making them worse than they really should even if it would eventually get on my nerves and reach my limit of intake to the controversial bs started from some girl in my school deciding to talk about my own mistakes, i know i shouldn't be hard on myself but i hate what i did more than how much these people hate me, but like I said, i've moved on and acknowledged my own mistakes. what's most important is that, no matter how much disrespect, intimidation, harassment, or any other form of negative treatment you receive even if you really don't like being treated like sh*t, is simply just either not care about them or hold some form of respect to them despite the vast disagreements between (at least in my case) you and an entire group of people, yet these people talking about my faults, flaws, and mistakes are being hypocritical as they are likely to have faults, flaws, and mistakes in their own personal lives yet they want to fixate themselves onto your's and makes themselves feel better only for that boosted 'positive' mood to be sabotaged by unhappiness seconds later, i'm not going to make this too long as it probably already is really long but the people who disrespect you are just really unhappy people and want to let out their anger onto you for god knows what reasons.